
204: The Long Shadow: What if you fought the fire?
“You try not to think about the fact that you really think you’re going to die here…that it’s totally out of control.” Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew WaitsEpisode Summary: On September 11th, 2001,...
21 Sep 202149min

203: The Long Shadow: What if you were on the 68th floor?
“It’s not like there was time to ponder your fate…you just thought, we’re powerless to get out of the building….This is it.” Producers: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A Port Authority employee narrow...
14 Sep 202150min

202: The Long Shadow: What if you ran the ER five blocks away?
“The world looks like it’s coming to an end, and another cloud comes over…Everything goes dark, and the world is covered in dust.” Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew WaitsEpisode Summary: On September...
7 Sep 202151min

200: What if you were consumed by your only cure?
“All the reality that I had been putting off, and all of the denial, it all crashed in on me.” Producers: Whit Missildine, Jason BlalockEpisode Summary: Growing up in the closet with a mentally ill mo...
24 Aug 202157min

199: What if your deepest friendship was your darkest fate?
“I was too ashamed to reach out and say, ‘Look, I don’t understand what’s happening, I think I’m going crazy…please help me.’” Producers: Whit Missildine, Matt VollaEpisode Summary: Following early ex...
17 Aug 202152min

198: What if you rescued everyone to save yourself?
“When I knew I was dying, I knew that I wasn’t going to have the anxiety or the OCD brain, it was just going to be over.” Producers: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A woman with severe harm OCD encoun...
10 Aug 202152min

197: What if you died?
“That’s me, and I’m dead. But if that’s me, then who am I?” Producers: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After surviving a brutal upbringing in the South Bronx, a man finds himself on the other side of ...
3 Aug 20211h 6min





















