Addictions. How I avoided healing...

Addictions. How I avoided healing...

Addictions have played a large part in my life experience. I found comfort in the known of alcohol and drug abuse, and promiscuity with beautiful women. I used them as a means to distract myself from my pain and trauma, and created an exterior validation for myself for I didn't accept myself, nor respect myself for decades. Creating a life where I left my wounds unaddressed, I live like a rock star for many years without the ability to see the damage I was inflicting upon everyone around me.

Somewhere in this fantasy that I created, I managed to feel the compounding pressure of spiritual awakening and it surpassed my need for escapism with ever more frequency till I no longer sought to hide away in distraction. In this podcast I reveal how my addictions were bandaids to hide my attention from what lay beneath... pain and childhood trauma.

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Multidimensional Love Forever!

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