133. OCD or Intuition? How to Spot Real Relationship Red Flags with Ally Kristan
The OCD Whisperer Podcast with Kristina Orlova15 Apr

133. OCD or Intuition? How to Spot Real Relationship Red Flags with Ally Kristan

There’s a quiet tension in love when you live with OCD—an unshakable feeling that something’s off, followed by crushing doubt: Is this real, or is it just my disorder? You learn to second-guess yourself, to dismiss your instincts, to stay in places that feel unsafe because your brain tells you fear is always a lie. But what if it isn’t?

In this episode of The OCD Whisperer Podcast, host Kristina Orlova talks with marine biologist, Antarctic researcher, and Braving the Waves author Ally Kristan about the dangerous intersection of OCD and relationships. Diagnosed at 12, Ally knows how OCD can distort reality—how you can mistake manipulation for reassurance, red flags for intrusive thoughts, and chaos for normalcy.

Together, they explore the heart of the dilemma: How do you trust yourself when your mind has betrayed you before? OCD doesn’t just invent fears—it can bury real ones, conditioning you to ignore the quiet voice that says, This isn’t right.

They unpack how manipulative partners exploit OCD’s vulnerabilities—love bombing, gaslighting, instability disguised as passion. And they offer a counterpoint: what safe, steady love can actually feel like.

This episode isn’t just insight—it’s an invitation. To stop gaslighting yourself. To reclaim your instincts. To step into relationships that feel like peace instead of war.

The question isn’t can you trust yourself again. It’s: are you ready to try? Let’s get into it!

In This Episode

  • [00:03] Introduction to Ally Kristan
  • [01:00] Understanding OCD's impact
  • [01:24] Distinguishing intrusive thoughts
  • [02:32] Toxic relationships and therapy
  • [04:48] Recognizing red flags
  • [05:38] Love bombing explained
  • [09:29] Gaslighting and its effects
  • [10:12] Identifying healthy relationships
  • [14:22] The role of reassurance in relationships
  • [15:05] Navigating compulsive behaviors
  • [16:18] Understanding relationship dynamics
  • [16:46] Understanding OCD and relationships
  • [17:10] Healthy relationship dynamics
  • [18:07] Identifying toxic traits
  • [18:54] Consistency in relationships
  • [20:01] Evaluating relationship feelings
  • [20:32] Comparing friendships to relationships
  • [22:18] Good days vs. bad days
  • [22:56] Rebuilding trust in instincts
  • [23:21] Meditation for clarity
  • [26:43] Nature as a healing tool
  • [27:13] Finding the right meditation
  • [28:32] Time and practice for intuition
  • [29:20] Differentiating symptoms
  • [32:03] Closing thoughts and Ally’s resources

Notable Quotes

  • [02:09] “It is really difficult to know the difference between the OCD noise and something that your gut instinct is telling you, especially in relationships." — Ally
  • [06:52] "Love bombing is definitely something to look out for, especially if it's somebody pursuing you who you're not initially interested in. That should be a little bit of a red flag." — Ally
  • [08:42] "When you're with someone who does truly love you and have your best interest at heart, they're going to make it feel like loving you is easier than breathing." — Ally
  • [09:37] "Gaslighting is when somebody is basically making you doubt your own sense of reality." — Ally
  • [17:47] "I really do believe that if you're with somebody who's really making you safe and really does have your best interest at heart, it's not going to exacerbate your OCD symptoms." — Ally
  • [28:40] "Trying to regain touch with your own intuition and mind again, it takes time and practice and consistency, but once you get there, it's like the floodgates are open and such a sense of restored peace." — Ally

Our Guest

Ally Kristan is a marine biologist, wildlife advocate, and author of Braving the Waves, a memoir exploring her journey with OCD and toxic relationships. Her work has been featured in National Geographic, NPR, and Audubon Magazine. Through speaking engagements and her Instagram (@UpYourAlly), Ally empowers others to reclaim self-trust and navigate mental health challenges with resilience.

Resources & Links

Kristina Orlova, LMFT

Ally Kristan

Disclaimer

Please note, while our host is a licensed marriage and family therapist specializing in OCD and anxiety disorders in the state of California, this podcast is for educational purposes only and should not be considered a substitute for therapy.

Stay tuned for bi-weekly episodes filled with valuable insights and tips for managing OCD and anxiety. And remember, keep going in the meantime. See you in the next episode!

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