
brazil: how getting locked in a bathroom in bahia gave birth to oi bahia
this episode is part cautionary tale, part accidental comedy, part origin story.what started with me getting locked in a bathroom in salvador turned into something much bigger: the birth of oi bahia, ...
4 Apr 33min

before someone else tells it
500 years of verified ancestry from a balcony in bahia. her ancestor charged andrew jackson $75,000 to cross a river. another one organized an armed rebellion at 70 because the letters stopped working...
31 Mars 34min

part 2 of 3: courtney ask -- what's a sinner?
this is part two of my talk on centers, specifically for my inner circle - the porch people, vanguard mystery school crew, and those who've stayed with me at the church or came to oklahoma. i'm reflec...
21 Juni 202526min

part 1 of 3: courtney ask -- what's a sinner?
podcast description: watching sinners - life, family stories, and living fullywhat if the best night of your life came with the highest risk?fresh off watching the movie "sinners," courtney shares her...
21 Juni 202530min

Nicole on Facing the Fear, Finding the Freedom
The Portuguese translation can be found below. Visit theengagement.vhx.tv/brasil-behind-closed-doors/season:4 to listen in Portuguese.🎙️ In this heartfelt and revealing episode, Nicole opens up about...
15 Apr 20259min

Começos sem Filtros: Bem-vindos ao Brasil, a Portas Fechadas” Podcast: Brasil: a Portas Fechadas
Neste episódio de introdução cru e real, eu (Courtney) dou o tom para tudo o que esse podcast representa: nada de superproduções ou sons limpinhos de estúdio — só a vida, como ela acontece. Se você es...
15 Apr 202515min

Behind the Doors with Shy: Finding Home, Healing, and Higher Self in Brazil
Note: The Portuguese translation is provided below.In this powerful and poetic reflection, Courtney introduces Shyla who’s been living in Salvador, Bahia since 2018 but REIGNS from Harlem, New York (a...
15 Apr 20259min

Unfiltered Beginnings: Welcome to Brasil, Behind Closed Doors” Podcast: Brasil: Behind Closed Doors
In this raw and real intro episode, I (Courtney) set the tone for everything this podcast stands for: no overproduction, no sanitized soundscapes—just life, as it happens. If you're looking for a poli...
15 Apr 202515min



















