
growth doesn't have an aesthetic
a short video with a gentle reminder that your mental/spiritual/emotional growth doesn't have to look a certain way in order to be valid. maybe your physical and mental glow up happens at the same tim...
9 Juli 202511min

a woman's ego in dating ~ eating dim sum in wuhan
pairing an excerpt from my voice memo podcast series with this footage of me eating dim sum between a soundcheck and standby while i was on a job earlier this year in wuhan hehe ~ i mention fengshui c...
2 Juli 202512min

kindness is never weakness
don't let the haters stop you from doing ur thangfollow me on IG ☆ https://instagram.com/amberakilla/dead or alive summer 2025 playlist !!!https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1lezLPXhmrrrs1wD4GzDnI?si=1...
25 Juni 202515min

indifference is the best revenge ╮( ˘_˘ )╭
when being the bigger person is overratedif you wish me bad, i wish you _____ !!!!01:53 - 04:25 - 1. define love, acknowledge your efforts04:25 - 05:21 - 2. what fantasy or potential did you become at...
18 Juni 202523min

MOVING TO A NEW CITY - should you move, dating, making new friends
slay habit trackers ☆ free downloadhttps://www.friendcrush.club/shop/p/hot-girl-slay-habits-e-bundlesubscribe for full episodes, exclusive episodes & perks! ♡patreon.com/amberakillahttps://podcasters...
3 Juni 202548min

be crazy in private so you can focus on being hot in public: journalling
watch this if you're looking to start or still skeptical about journalling !!!4:36 the artist’s way, being consistent5:45 free printables & habit trackers5:54 the six pillars of self esteem6:42 create...
27 Maj 202518min

meditation for the unhinged & chronic over-thinkers (my 5 year review)
meditation re-wired my brain fr fr01:31 - sit with your thoughts02:02 - its good for u03:16 - why i started meditating (DEPRESSION)05:17 - consistency is key05:59 - finding stillness in chaos07:07 - ...
22 Maj 202529min

is your bestie acting like a hater? (female bullying & passive aggression)
girl, you might be a VICTIM??!!!referenced video on female bullyinghttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DL5qDFDttps4:46 indirect, passive agression5:45 group size6:20 incompatibility 6:54 social isolation ...
6 Maj 202525min



















