The Angsty Pod

Part way through this episode, I decide to split this journal into two episodes because just SO much is happening! It's winter 2005 and I am coked out of my mind. I go on a bender in Quebec City and a...

5 Nov 202555min

CONTENT WARNING: This episode mentions suicide. Please take gentle care when listening. Kid's Help Phone: You can reach a professional counsellor at Kids Help Phone in English or French 24/7 by callin...

6 Okt 202547min

This episode starts with me getting kicked out of my house and ends with me rolling around in bed with someone from my past. Oh, by the way, I'm 17. Things at home are the worst they've ever been, bu...

29 Sep 202558min

Content notes: This episode mentions suicidal ideation multiple times. Take good care!! -- After a lil break, I'm back with another episode and this one SHOOK me. I turn 17 and get completely black o...

6 Aug 20251h 3min

In this episode, I share my first experience using hard drugs and what it was like to have my boyfriend call me a "dirty dirty e-head" in front of all my friends. I am self-conscious about my clothes,...

24 Juni 202551min

I'm taking a pause from my regular scheduled programming to bring you a special episode about the life and death of my dog, Gnowee. In this episode, I share tons of memories from the day I adopted Gn...

9 Juni 20251h 10min

It's summer 2004 and I am learning everything I can about how to be a anxious/avoidant-attached-codependent... and I'm ACING IT. I miss my friends terribly and start telling my diary about my fantasie...

10 Apr 202556min

Content Notes: This episode contains mentions of suicide, drug use, disordered eating, death, and other potentially triggering topics. Please take gentle care while listening. <3 In this episode, I ha...

31 Mars 20251h 30min