
Episode 12 - A talk on the pool and my love of water and a bit on victim/perpetrator relationships.
This episode deals with my love of water which prevailed despite my defeats on the swim team.
17 Dec 20230s

Episode 11 - Soul abandonment and the early signs of a personality disorder.
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17 Dec 20230s

Episode ten - A bit more on snapshotting and my own narcissistic tendencies.
A bit on snapshotting, introjecting, my blanket, and the safe world I created inside of myself. Also, a bit on the Kevin and Jim chapter.
25 Sep 20230s

Episode nine - Discussing the chapter about friends in the dark.
A talk about the introjects I created and then interacted with on my insides. There is a bit of schizoid/borderline personality disorder that is somewhat hinted at here.
25 Sep 20230s

Episode eight - Getting at the generational nature of dysfunction and addiction.
Addiction is a generational phenomenon. This episode gets at the origin of it all.
19 Sep 20230s

Episode seven - The beginnings of emotional intoxication and my early battles with rage.
This episode gets to the origins of the emotional intoxication I began experiencing at a very early age. I've included a link to a video my a prominent professor and psychotherapist. https://www.youtu...
19 Sep 20230s

Episode six - Addressing the "Why?"
This episode addresses the partially answerable but also somewhat unanswerable questions regarding addiction.
19 Sep 20230s

Episode 5 - Japan
The situation in Japan was an existential nightmare to say the very least. This episode just compliments the chapter and subchapter in the book to paint a fuller picture of what was happening as it un...
15 Sep 20230s



















