171: What if you saw inside the belly of the beast?
“Looking down the barrel of a gun is devastating….Although I was a kid it was very clear that there was lots of hate, and I was kind of frozen.”Producers: Whit Missildine, Andrew WaitsEpisode Summary:...
8 Dec 202037min
170: What if you didn't sleep for 120 hours?
“It felt like the earth had stopped rotating like I was trapped in this moment of just complete all-encompassing fear.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A young woman hungry to explore the wor...
1 Dec 202054min
169: What if you were an Adult Baby Diaper Lover?
“I would do everything I could that had to happen to engage with this object that I needed to do and then I would bury it….And I had to realize at a certain point that it was just not going to work.”P...
24 Nov 202039min
168: What if you believed you were Jesus Christ?
“It’s like you’ve lost yourself completely, and you’re basically left in a million different pieces.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A woman self-medicating for anxiety and depression spiral...
17 Nov 202055min
167: What if you had a fetish for disgust?
“Once I was able to be in control of what I decide is disgusting instead of having that placed on me, that’s what helped me become friends with the feeling.”Producer: Whit Missildine , Andrew WaitsEpi...
10 Nov 202036min
166: What if you didn't have any fear?
“The mind almost has to find a way to prove that it’s not real. This cannot be happening.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After visiting a psychiatrist for mild anxiety, a young man embarks ...
3 Nov 202056min
165: What if you were a blind dominatrix?
“In these spaces I, as a vulnerable person, am suddenly given the gift of somebody else’s vulnerability.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: Growing up blind and isolated from her peers in a str...
27 Okt 202038min
164: What if a shocking accusation devastated your family?
“It’s truly such an indescribable feeling…kind of like the walls are closing in on you, like reality is just collapsing.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After a teenage girl begins dating he...
20 Okt 202053min
