
S2 | E1 | Through Other Eyes: Understanding the Patterns We Didn't Choose
Send us Fan Mail Season 2 | Episode 1 Through Other Eyes: Understanding the Patterns We Didn’t Choose Featuring Amanda Deverich, LMFT Episode Description Season 2 begins with a conversation that cha...
26 Kesä 1h 39min

S1 | E10 | Still Here. Still Healing.
Send us Fan Mail After a period of silence, I’m returning to Dissociated with honesty about why I disappeared… and where we’re going next. In this episode, I reflect on the emotional impact of sharing...
23 Touko 21min

S1 | E9 | Adulting While Dissociated
Send us Fan Mail On the outside, everything looked fine. I was working, going to school, building relationships, and following the path I thought I was supposed to take. I was doing what was expected ...
1 Huhti 16min

S1 | E7 | The First Boundary
Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I revisit the season after dissociation became my survival strategy and share a layer I hadn’t spoken about before — the moment I stopped only enduring and started pl...
3 Maalis 23min

S1 | E6 | When Dissociation Became Survival
Send us Fan Mail In this episode, the abuse reaches its most relentless form. Access expands. Protection thins. Fear no longer comes in spikes — it becomes constant. This is the season when summer s...
18 Helmi 34min

S1 | E5 | Enduring What Feels Impossible
Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I continue the childhood timeline and move into the middle years — a period where what had already begun didn’t stop, but quietly adapted. As my body changed and my...
4 Helmi 22min

S1 | E4 | Groomed: Living Two Lives to Survive
Send us Fan Mail In this episode, I return to my childhood timeline during a period when grooming intensified and survival became something my body learned before my mind could name it. I share how gr...
21 Tammi 28min



















