Apocalypse Nightmare
a month away from running out of GoFundMe. at least that's the amount of money I for sure know gets me to mid-november. I don't know if I can stretch it further especially as I'm still bouncing back f...
19 Loka 18min
Melty Downy
The perils of attempting to mask how sick I am and how scared I am about it but at the same time needing to be able to compartmentalize there's a bright light though. we (myself plus two wonderful vol...
30 Syys 22min
Healing Crisis
it just realized I didn't really explain in this episode what I mean by healing crisis. for me it's been when a treatment makes some symptoms worse but ultimately improves everything. things get a lit...
23 Syys 16min
MASKING
where I talk about masking pain and fear. what masking is how it works. how it can trigger nightmares as it has done this evening. and I talk about how the death of my mobility scooter a couple of wee...
18 Syys 41min
Grace
I was already thinking about Grace but then rewatching the documentary #YOU ARE HERE: A COME FROM AWAY STORY about the planes that landed in gander Newfoundland on September 11th. Being from Newfoundl...
12 Syys 37min
I'M BACK
I'm back . my August hiatus from advocacy (because I was starting to melt down out of the pressure of a difficulty coming from so many angles) is over. although it wasn't a hiatus from a whole bunch o...
2 Syys 16min
medical instruction REST
it won't let me post all of what I posted in the GoFundMe update so here's that link if you want to read the rest ( https://gofund.me/6d981312 )I'm hanging in best I can. But I'm definitely burnt out ...
7 Elo 6min
