
Why We Chase the Wrong People and How to Stop
Today, John explores why people are drawn to unhealthy relationships and how to break the cycle. He emphasizes the role of upbringing, the importance of self-awareness, the need for a corrective love ...
2 Touko 202515min

The Intersection of Life Changes
Today, John unpacks the pivotal moments that reshaped his life — from a house fire and turning 52, to a powerful medicine journey. He shares how these events sparked a deeper commitment to honesty and...
30 Huhti 202518min

My First True Medicine (MDMA) Journey
Today, John opens up about his healing journey through an MDMA-assisted medicine ceremony. He shares raw reflections on shedding past identities, facing repressed emotions, and the intentional path to...
28 Huhti 202535min

RE-RELEASE: Why Relationships Are Like Sunsets
Today, John shares how to love without control—whether in relationships or parenting. From seeing love like a sunset to letting kids grow into who they are, this episode is a heartfelt reminder to let...
25 Huhti 202512min

How to Recognize When Spirit Is Trying to Change You
Today, John shares a powerful story about a tense Uber ride that became a lesson in compassion. He explores how we can break free from old patterns of reactivity, respond with intention, and lead with...
23 Huhti 202513min

RE-RELEASE: Breakups Aren’t Failures — They’re Expired Relationships
Today, John flips the breakup script, showing how to see endings as beginnings. He shares how reframing relationships as “expired” (not failed) can spark healing, growth, and real self-discovery. Fee...
21 Huhti 202516min

RE-RELEASE: How To Stop Suffering
Today, John explores the concept of suffering and emphasizes that it’s often tied to resistance, attachment, and a lack of self-awareness. He also discusses how to shift from suffering to a more fulfi...
18 Huhti 202520min

To Live In Color, We Must Stop Waiting
Today, John gets real about loss, growth, and the ticking clock on his 52nd birthday. With raw honesty, he reflects on what life has taught him—and why waiting for “the right time” is a trap. This epi...
16 Huhti 202513min




















