
Episode 36 - Sunshine Dumps me
More heartbreak as Sunshine ends the relationship and harder drugs come onto the scene.
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Episode 35 - Cheez and a night in the woods
The night in the woods would lay the groundwork for what eventually became my relationship with what I choose to call God.
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Episode 34 - Sunshine
Sarah Sunshine was a hippy girl with dreads who was the one who I loved after Lilah. She fit the template of trauma-bonding like all of the rest up until now.
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Lilah - One of the first girls I ever loved.
I fell in love in my first semester with a girl who was a couple of years older than me. Sadly, she decided that we wouldn't work and I experienced many years of heartbreak as a result. This was, you ...
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Episode 32 - The beginning of college and more trauma bonding with another "wrong crowd."
I managed to recreate the dysfunctional party crowd that had become toxic by the end of high school. There were kids going camping and doing great things. I was drunk in a dorm with cheap vodka.
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Episode 31 - Tussin and Scotch Guard
The consumption of Robitussin was a regular thing amongst my friend group toward the end of high school. I found it disturbing and disgusting. Those who "Robo-tripped" insisted it turned them into vam...
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Episode 30 - Grateful Dead
The Grateful Dead are still in my opinion the greatest band to ever exist. The experience I had at Soldier Field in the Summer of 1992 changed my life forever.
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Lesson 29 - The Coalition
What is teenage rebellion? More often than not, it is rooted in the dysfunction of the family system. The rebel kid realizes things aren't right on the home front and then lashes out at society.
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