Episode 28 - Friends
My friends and I bonded as a result of our collective and individual woundedness, similar to trauma bonding but distinct phenomenologically. As I say in the book, "It's like our wounds became friends....
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Episode 27 - LSD
LSD is a potent and powerful substance that we, as kids, had no business messing with. But we did. The fact that most of us survived is still beyond me.
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Episode 26 - Life as a Stoner
There is essentially what amounts to a psychic change that happens in the life of a person who gets addicted to drugs. There was very little that could be done to hide it. My entire aura shifted as I ...
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Episode 25 - Weed.
The first time I got stoned it was in so many ways just a continuation of that which had begun long before. Before the intoxication on the part of illegal substances, there was the emotional intoxicat...
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Episode 24 - A bit on the chewing gum chapter which also deals with the loss of innocence but also laughter
I loved to laugh. I was in so many ways always laughing. It was another way to feel. I loved choir and all of the different personalities that choir class was made up of. So much of life was always so...
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Episode 23 - Drugs slowly start to make their appearance.
There is no way to escape the presence of drugs. I was a very small kid when I started high school and this among so many other things wore on me in ways I didn't realize at the time. Drugs were becom...
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Lesson 22 - Skating changes.
Skateboarding went in an instant from being an amazing way to express myself into a dangerous pursuit on many fronts This often happens when one is truly passionate, the need to fight for it.
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Episode 21 - The importance of skateboarding.
Skateboarding was an important sub-cultural phenomenon and back in the 1980s in the suburbs of Chicago, it truly was a subculture unto itself and existed as the last bastion of innocence before drugs ...
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