
Living with the fear of my dad Dying!
My dad has cancer! And the chronic fear of him dying and still on 30 tablets a day.
26 Jul 20203min

The cat's out of the bag!
The moment my dad and sister found out! And being given a shock they were on my side.
25 Jul 202010min

The day my dad caught me out!
Feeling distrort that my dad had cancer! And being found out by the one person I never wanted to know! My Dad.
22 Jul 20206min

Dark Dark Days!
Wanting to die! And leaving my kids feeling embarrassed if I had taken my life.
19 Jul 20203min

Chemist hopping!
How I learned to outwit the pill.
17 Jul 20203min

Guilt! Has anyone clocked! And wanting to die...
The reality of my addiction!
16 Jul 202014min

Torture!
How I started feeling the guilt and thoughts of suiside.
15 Jul 20202min



















