Living From The Inside

Welcome Peeps. I'm so glad to have you back💃💃💃. Happy Weekend 😊. So quick gist! Recently, I began to think about many things and one of the things I thought was "why can't I live my life the way I want to?" Yeah! I thought about that. So I'm talking enjoyment. Pleasure, money, fame and lust. I mean, why can't I just go to the club, groove my night out with a great bottle of wine. Why can't I sleep my way to the top? Like seriously, why can't I just have sex, watch porn, masturbate or even sleep with a fellow girl. Like why? People do it? And they say it's okay to do it. I thought about these things so much and said why can't I just live my life and travel to Canada sef? Really, why? Why must my will be His Will? And I said, What is my life? Who am I? So I said my life has been crucified. The life I live is not mine but Christ that lives me. I am determined to work into the reality of this Life. Sometimes, we look foolish, stupid in fact. Everyone says do it this way and we say no, God will have me do it this way. And you're like how come I believe in something I can't see? And a voice whispers and says, you believe with your heart.🤦 The life I live now is not my life. He have his have his life me, so I'll give my life for him. Gosh I don't understand anymore. I tired and blurted in my head. Then I finalized thoughts and said, GOD NEVER WASTES ANYTHING. NOT EVEN THE BAD THINGS. Happy Life with God always.