
Animal Allies and Trauma Healing: What Ayahuasca Can’t Heal Alone
What happens when the most profound healing in your life doesn't come from a therapist, a spiritual teacher, or even ayahuasca — but from an animal?Did you also have a deep relationship with an animal...
22 Feb 37min

Death as Sacred Medicine: Ayahuasca Integration with Tina “Kat” Courtney from Plant Medicine People
Do you feel broken beyond repair? Have you come home from an ayahuasca ceremony carrying something so profound you have no idea how to integrate it into your everyday life? Are you navigating a dark n...
14 Feb 43min

Ayahuasca and the Collapse of the False Self: Five Ways Your Identity “Breaks” Free
You drink ayahuasca and suddenly you feel a collapse of your own self. The life you have built — studies, work, relationships, identity — cannot hold the person you are becoming.You touch your life’s ...
31 Jan 43min

When Ayahuasca Reveals Pain That Is Not Yours: The Ancestral Healing Vortex
What if the pain you are trying to heal is not yours to carry?Imagine drinking ayahuasca for your own healing and suddenly finding yourself face to face with your father’s shame, your grandmother’s un...
24 Jan 48min

Your Service After Ayahuasca: From Healing to Holding Space
Feeling the call to be of service? This episode is for you.If you have done a few ayahuasca retreats, you know the shift. You entered the medicine path for your own healing, and somewhere along the wa...
12 Jan 43min

Too Much Light: Integration Through the Lens of Kabbalah
What happens when you drink and touch real light, but you don’t integrate it? The vessel cracks. The current keeps coming, and what could have become wisdom turns into overload, inflation, chaos, or c...
12 Jan 58min

Where Are You Losing Your Feathers? Inner Child Integration and Restoring Inner Power
Inner child integration is a practical return to inner power, self-trust, and coherence.In this episode, I share a medicine dream from my fiancé during the COVID period. In the dream he is a child wit...
12 Jan 41min

Integrating Your True Gifts After Ayahuasca: The Golden Shadow
Most people don't fail at transformation. They stall at expression.In this episode, we go straight to where integration becomes real: your gifts. Not your skills or credentials. Your natural way of be...
11 Jan 57min



















