
what you're calling a breakdown might be a dark baptism
Some people call it a breakdown. Others call it trauma. But when you look closely, these moments often follow a pattern. These moments come at a threshold (whether it’s psychologically, spiritually, e...
17 Jun 20251h 18min

let them cook: shadow work, shame, and the stew of self
You’ve probably seen the phrase: let him cook. It gets used online when someone’s deep in a process that looks weird from the outside. Messy, maybe misguided… but people step back and give it space. T...
12 Jun 202515min

dancing with the devil part 2: the return (how to grow the f*ck up and quit calling red flags soulmates)
This is Part Two of a two-part series. In Part One, we talked about what it feels like to override your gut instinct and confuse danger with connection. We became conscious of the pattern, and I share...
10 Jun 20251h 1min

motherhood as death ritual (a rite of passage for women with or without children)
This episode is not just for mothers. It’s for any woman who has ever felt the pull to grow up — psychologically, spiritually, mythically — and wasn’t given a roadmap. Whether you have children or not...
5 Jun 202523min

dancing with the devil part 1: the descent (why you keep ignoring your gut instinct and mistaking danger for ‘chemistry’)
Cassie Ventura recently testified against Sean “Diddy” Combs, and as the coverage picked up, so did the usual commentary. People are asking the same questions they always do: Why didn’t she leave? Why...
3 Jun 20251h 11min

psychic hygiene in the age of AI
If you’ve been feeling scattered, foggy, or emotionally off after using AI tools or spending time online, you’re not imagining it. There’s something happening under the surface of digital life that mo...
29 Mai 202526min

unlearning toxic shame through sacred speech (a guided journey)
In this guided experience, you’ll walk through an original five-part rite designed to help you become aware of the inherited language that shapes your internal world. Together, we dismantle the phrase...
27 Mai 20251h 7min

chatGPT told him he was god (what no one’s saying about AI and spiritual delusion)
In recent weeks, headlines have begun to surface that feel pulled straight from dystopian fiction. One Rolling Stone article, published May 4th, 2025, claims that people are “losing loved ones to AI-f...
22 Mai 202521min





















