
The force behind transformation percolates through the catacomb of shame
How shame may be my greatest ally in the continuous pursuit to change. Why enthusiasm and sparks of motivation are superficially naive tools. Attaching an action to something outside of yourself (mean...
3 Aug 202143min

The transparency of gatekeepers who profit from our lack of knowledge
Exploring the questions of accountability for members on FDA councils. Why so many therapies are restricted and why uprooting the idea that there’s countless accounts of conflicts of interest is seen ...
20 Jul 202148min

As the shield of resistance breaks, ignorance becomes exposed
The feelings of resistance towards personal advice. How pondering that sensation spiraled into a discovery that furthered my own trauma designation while exposing a deep seeded hypocrisy trap
6 Jul 202143min

When the parental pillar crumbles conformity burns in its ashes
Fleshing out the idea that when a parental figure betrays your trust it may condition how we question hierarchies and ridicule from the nurtured basic norm . How to stimulate intuition which can make ...
15 Jun 202141min

To shovel through the soil of inadequacy will only uncover guns and no roses
Tracing the dynamics that may exist in the answer to the question of why we see so much gun violence. Recognizing the paradigm of “isms” that corrupt our idea of worth and meaning. Using the Joker mov...
1 Jun 202145min

Shining a light on personal practice from the paradox of sensory deprivation - Part 2
Detailing one of the thought experiments that aims to address the tension from a previous float experience. Using the seat of self concept as a point of meditation to make that time more useful
18 Mai 202137min

Shining a light on personal practice from the paradox of sensory deprivation - Part 1
My experience in a sensory deprivation session that through surprising tension, highlighted the degree of my existential attachment. Exploring new modalities of personal practice on the persuit to obt...
4 Mai 202136min

No Stone Unturned: MTHFR gene and its role in demethylation based symptoms
I explore the MTHFR gene and how demethylation can deregulate many different systems of the body. The overlooking of early diagnostic steps that may confirm an origin to patients health problems.
20 Apr 202137min



















