S2 E14 - Stop having "WANT" and start having "HAVE" & A confused brain says NO - and I hit a car IRL OMG

Episode Synopsis: [Audio Diary 8.16.2025 & 8.17.2025]

In this episode of Glitter Mouth, I'm discovering that my fashion post tanked my follower growth despite getting 7,000 views, leading me to archive it and stick to my core message of stair falls plus podcast content, all while sitting in my car outside LA mansions questioning why 6 million page views only converted to 98 podcast streams.

Perfect for creators learning about audience confusion, anyone struggling with conversion rates, and listeners who get the PDDs (post-dinner doubts) about their life choices.

In this episode, I talk about:

• The fashion post experiment failure: 7,000 views and biggest follower day ever (159 new) until I posted it, then follower growth tanked completely

• The "confused brain says no" revelation: realizing one fashion post made my page confusing, so I archived it and follower growth immediately resumed

• My content strategy clarity: sticking to one big stair fall per week plus one podcast post, incorporating fashion into stories instead

• The Comic-Con stair fall creation process: spending 4-5 days editing, switching between silver dress and Kill Bill collaboration, struggling with dual perspectives

• The devastating conversion math: 6 million page views in 30 days converting to only 98 podcast streams - "that does not seem good"

• Post-dinner doubts (PDDs) spiral: questioning everything about my creative abilities and wondering if I'll ever figure out this impossible puzzle

• Meditation insight about shifting from "want" to "have": recognizing I already possess everything needed inside me

• The welcomed stranger theme: how people at Comic-Con rallied and cheered instead of kicking me out, continuing my pattern of human kindness discoveries