I Was Angry at God After My Mom Died (Then This Happened)

I Was Angry at God After My Mom Died (Then This Happened)

A lot of people might not want to hear this, but this episode is about the part of my grief journey I was scared to share out loud: faith. I’m not sharing this because I think it’s the only path to healing, and I’m not here to push anything on you. I’m sharing it because it’s a major part of my story, and grief changed my relationship with God in a way I never expected.


I grew up Catholic, drifted from church in college, and honestly didn’t even know how to pray beyond the basics. Then my mom had a heart attack, and I found myself on my knees by her bedside asking God, “What do you mean?” I wasn’t calm. I wasn’t polished. I was angry. And when people kept saying “thoughts and prayers,” it felt like salt in the wound.


This episode is about how faith became complicated, how community became a lifeline, why “Jesus wept” changed how I view grief, and what it looked like to try again even when I felt ridiculous.


If loss made you closer to faith or made faith harder, you’re not alone.


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