Spiritual Warfare, Suicidal Thoughts, Self-Harm, And Abandonment Wounds: When hell Tried To End Me, Jesus Rescued Me

In this episode, i’m sharing something very raw and personal...a moment where the enemy attacked my mind so hard that i spiraled into shame, worthlessness, abandonment wounds, suicidal thoughts and self-harm.

i want to be honest because healing in Christ is not always cute, clean, or instant. Sometimes you can know The Word, love Jesus, be doing the work, and still find yourself in a battle that feels too heavy to carry. You are not alone in this my friend.

But this episode is not just about the attack. It is about the kindness and power of Jesus in the middle of it.

Even in my darkest moment, The Holy Spirit helped me put the knife down and run to God, even when all i had were tears. And the next day, Jesus reminded me that He already saw the ugliest, most broken parts of me yet He still chose the cross for me...and for you.

i talk about spiritual warfare, identity in Christ, deliverance prayer, hidden idols, suicidal thoughts, self-harm and why the enemy often attacks hardest when God is moving powerfully.

If you have ever felt abandoned, unloved, useless, or like your life does not matter, this episode is for you.

You are not your worst moment.

You are not the lies in your head.

Jesus can make all things new!

And that is THE TRUTH.

If you are struggling with thoughts of harming yourself right now, please call or text 988 in the U.S. or Canada for immediate support and if you are outside the U.S. or Canada, please click here for immediate help:

https://blog.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines/

i would love to pray with you and walk this season together. You can message me at theunspokenpodwithaggie@gmail.com or on instagram:

https://www.instagram.com/un_spokenpod/

https://www.instagram.com/aggie_pouredoutforjesus/

You are loved, you are wanted, you have a beautiful & powerful purpose and your story is far from over.

Songs mentioned:

The truth by Megan Woods:

https://youtu.be/85I6HI2E4AA?si=oOYJVxLuKAtJABTg

Any More by CAIN:

https://youtu.be/qnqWwE8zJBQ?si=90PbmFGtY1usrHrI

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