I'm not ok, Nov 29
I AM MADELINE29 Nov 2024

I'm not ok, Nov 29

hard night of hardness just wanted document what I feel like. cuz I don't feel very hopeful about survival and that's definitely eating my brain on top of Christmas is coming and my birthday is coming in both of those are shaping up to be alone for me I hate to be so gloomy but it's what's happening. I don't know if anybody will care but I figure I should document it. I feel a bit like when I first started doing what I referred to as the maid recordings and let Ash (reporter who did the first five episodes) listen to them and then she recommended doing the podcast fear has me anxious and miserable and dark brained

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Leadership And Power Musings

Leadership And Power Musings

where I talk about how I feel about My power and the leadership roles I have been in and the leadership roles I may be in in the near future depending on how the email campaign goes speaking of which ...

16 Mars 22min

pt 6: Ides of March squish squash

pt 6: Ides of March squish squash

where I talk about how rest day is rarely just the rest day because all the stuff I've been compartmentalizing comes out and wants to be processed. which is not very restful. having my body not moving...

16 Mars 13min

pt5: pi Day squish squash continues

pt5: pi Day squish squash continues

It's pi day. unfortunately I don't have any actual pie to celebrate with. But I hope you're having some nerdy fun. For me it's whimsy as I'm still experiencing squish squash. Still documenting what it...

15 Mars 15min

pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming

pt4: Friday the 13th squish squashed, The hits keep coming

things that got even worse today. So much so that I called a friend, had a meltdown, which I talk about in the episode, and decided that I am the universe's chew toy. yeah, a little dramatic for sure....

14 Mars 30min

pt3: squish squash brick wall

pt3: squish squash brick wall

In which I talk about how I only started to feel better when I realized how my pink hoping strategies were interfering with me understanding that being on the mobility scooter today or trying to get i...

10 Mars 19min

pt2: squish squash pain meats dreams middle of the night episode

pt2: squish squash pain meats dreams middle of the night episode

at 6:00 a.m. or so and I've been awake since 2:00. I promised myself I would document all of the stuff particularly how hard things are. This is me without the coping strategies of the previous episod...

10 Mars 16min

Squish Squashed

Squish Squashed

we're a talk about the many different kinds of difficult things I'm attempting to deal with, advocacy next steps, advocacy current obstacles, and health supports obstacles. hence the title squish squa...

10 Mars 26min

Broken Glass and Other Heartaches

Broken Glass and Other Heartaches

It's Valentine's Day(you'll see I'm wearing red Because I'm a big believer and celebrating whenever possible. It does a brain good!), but unfortunately disability bias issues do not take a holiday nor...

15 Feb 22min

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