20. Raw Real Life Stories and Returning Home to Love; a very personal heart share with Pania Joy
Loved by Cacao7 Juni 2025

20. Raw Real Life Stories and Returning Home to Love; a very personal heart share with Pania Joy

Pania gets personal!

In this episode I share:

- My confusing upbringing being exposed to a very mixed bag of spirituality.

- I spoke about losing my mum in my twenties,

- Going through a divorce in my 30’s.

- I also delve into my personal challenges with self worth and self expression.

- I share my own healing journey and how at times I’ve truly found it hard to know my way and to even know what I believe.

- I share some of how I came home to myself and of course, how cacao has supported me in what became a journey of self acceptance, of self love.

This one feels vulnerable, and I’m tender towards sharing it, but I also really wish to, these are stories that my heart wants to share, and I am grateful to you and honoured if you listen in.

Recently I sat down one afternoon at my cacao altar, with Tui birds singing outside my window and recorded this intimate episode for you.

It starts off with a little update chat

And after that I open up, to share stories from some of my bigger life experiences.


For this episode I was drinking Arhuaco Cacao with honey, cinnamon and a touch of chilli powder!

This is a really special cacao, grown in the mountains of Colombia and brought to us by Kakao Drinking Chocolate.

I loved the way the Arhuaco goodness supported me in feeling relaxed enough to get vulnerable and personal in this episode.

And I’d like to invite you to make a cup of cacao for yourself also to tune in with my stories here, if you haven’t already.

Imagine we are sitting together, cosy and relaxed, drinking

sharing from our hearts....


The Cacao I was drinking: Kakao Drinking Chocolate Arhuaco Pure

For a one time 10% discount on this not for profit heirloom cacao use code

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⁠https://www.flykakao.com/?ref=pania⁠

Connect with Pania

Email Pania: paniarobinson@gmail.com

Follow Loved By Cacao Instagram:⁠ ⁠@lovedbycacao⁠⁠


Cacao Journey Relaxation as mentioned in episode, by Kamal Ortiz:

https://soundcloud.com/k-k-mal-willis-ortiz/cacao-journey


Thank you to Kamal for creating the mini soundscape for Loved by Cacao!

Kamal is a DJ & medicine music weaver, find his music on Soundcloud⁠⁠ https://on.soundcloud.com/xem5CT38SGxFQexa8⁠⁠


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