Apocalypse Nightmare
a month away from running out of GoFundMe. at least that's the amount of money I for sure know gets me to mid-november. I don't know if I can stretch it further especially as I'm still bouncing back f...
19 Okt 18min
Roadblocks and bright spots
where I talk about the push me pull you of me meaning emotional balance versus Health balance and struggling of course with financial deficits that make both of those hard. and then roadblocking all o...
14 Okt 19min
Melty Downy
The perils of attempting to mask how sick I am and how scared I am about it but at the same time needing to be able to compartmentalize there's a bright light though. we (myself plus two wonderful vol...
30 Sep 22min
Healing Crisis
it just realized I didn't really explain in this episode what I mean by healing crisis. for me it's been when a treatment makes some symptoms worse but ultimately improves everything. things get a lit...
23 Sep 16min
MASKING
where I talk about masking pain and fear. what masking is how it works. how it can trigger nightmares as it has done this evening. and I talk about how the death of my mobility scooter a couple of wee...
18 Sep 41min
Grace
I was already thinking about Grace but then rewatching the documentary #YOU ARE HERE: A COME FROM AWAY STORY about the planes that landed in gander Newfoundland on September 11th. Being from Newfoundl...
12 Sep 37min
I'M BACK
I'm back . my August hiatus from advocacy (because I was starting to melt down out of the pressure of a difficulty coming from so many angles) is over. although it wasn't a hiatus from a whole bunch o...
2 Sep 16min
medical instruction REST
it won't let me post all of what I posted in the GoFundMe update so here's that link if you want to read the rest ( https://gofund.me/6d981312 )I'm hanging in best I can. But I'm definitely burnt out ...
7 Aug 6min
