Questioning My Sanity

A brutally honest and hilariously raw discussion with Manon Mathews about the unpredictable realities of money, fame, and motherhood in the age of social media. The hosts navigate the highs and lows of making a living online, from earning $40,000 a month off viral content to watching income streams disappear overnight—all while juggling kids, exhaustion, and hormonal chaos. It’s a sharp, unfiltered look at the pressure to "do it all," the absurdity of influencer culture, and the emotional toll of modern motherhood. ✨ **THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS!** 💐✨ 🔥 **HOLLER** – [Order your personalized shout-out today!](https://holler.baby/lauraclery) 🎤💖 --- 🎬 **SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE LAUGHS!** 🎬 Never miss a hilarious moment! ➡️ [Click here to subscribe](https://bit.ly/2LEwDQL) 🎉 --- 🎙 **WATCH FULL-LENGTH INTERVIEWS!** Want more? Get exclusive content & behind-the-scenes moments on **[Patreon](https://patreon.com/lauraclery)**! 💎👀 --- 📲 **FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA!** 👇 👉 **TikTok:** [@lauraclery](https://tiktok.com/lauraclery) 🎭💃 👉 **Instagram:** [@lauraclery](https://instagram.com/lauraclery) 📸✨ 👉 **Snapchat:** [Add me](https://www.snapchat.com/add/lauraclery) 👻🤣 👉 **Facebook:** [Laura Clery](https://facebook.com/laura.clery) 👩‍🎤🎭 --- 🛍 **SHOP MY MERCH!** 👕🔥 Get the latest must-have items here ➡️ [LauraClery.lol](https://LauraClery.lol) --- 📩 **CONTACT US!** For business or podcast inquiries, email us at **podcast@lauraclery.lol** 📧📢 --- 💖 **THANK YOU FOR WATCHING & SUPPORTING!** 💖 Drop a **LIKE** 👍, leave a **COMMENT** 💬, and share the **LOVE** ❤️! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

12 Mars 53min

Tammy, for the love of God and anyone who's ever been in the front seat of your car, get your f^%ing life together... ✨ **THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS!** 💐✨ 🔥 **HOLLER** – [Order your personalized shout-out today!](https://holler.baby/lauraclery) 🎤💖 --- 🎬 **SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE LAUGHS!** 🎬 Never miss a hilarious moment! --- 🎙 **WATCH FULL-LENGTH INTERVIEWS!** Want more? Get exclusive content & behind-the-scenes moments on **[Patreon](https://patreon.com/lauraclery)**! 💎👀 --- 📲 **FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA!** 👇 👉 **TikTok:** [@lauraclery](https://tiktok.com/lauraclery) 🎭💃 👉 **Instagram:** [@lauraclery](https://instagram.com/lauraclery) 📸✨ 👉 **Snapchat:** [Add me](https://www.snapchat.com/add/lauraclery) 👻🤣 👉 **Facebook:** [Laura Clery](https://facebook.com/laura.clery) 👩‍🎤🎭 --- 🛍 **SHOP MY MERCH!** 👕🔥 Get the latest must-have items here ➡️ [LauraClery.lol](https://LauraClery.lol) --- 📩 **CONTACT US!** For business or podcast inquiries, email us at **podcast@lauraclery.lol** 📧📢 --- 💖 **THANK YOU FOR WATCHING & SUPPORTING!** 💖 Drop a **LIKE** 👍, leave a **COMMENT** 💬, and share the **LOVE** ❤️! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

5 Mars 43min

In this raw and deeply personal episode of Idiot, I sit down with Steven as he shares the painful truth I only recently learned—his relapse wasn’t just a moment; it was a slow, unraveling secret that lived beneath the surface of our marriage. He takes me through the darkest corners of his addiction, from the first slip to the all-consuming spiral that led to deceit, isolation, and ultimately, the breakdown of our 12-year relationship. He opens up about the weight of his double life, the crushing guilt, and the moments he wasn’t sure he’d survive. We talk about the lies, the betrayal, the infidelity, and the harrowing reality of addiction’s grip. This is not an easy conversation, but it’s an important one—about love, loss, and what happens when the person you trust most is drowning right in front of you, and you don’t even see it. Trigger warning: This episode contains discussions of suicide, drug use, and infidelity. If you or someone you love is struggling, please seek help—resources are linked below. ✨ **THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS!** 💐✨ HUNGRY ROOT: https://hungryroot.com/idiot code: IDIOT for 40% off 🔥 **HOLLER** – [Order your personalized shout-out today!](https://holler.baby/lauraclery) 🎤💖 --- 🎬 **SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE LAUGHS!** 🎬 Never miss a hilarious moment! ➡️ [Click here to subscribe](https://bit.ly/2LEwDQL) 🎉 --- 🎙 **WATCH FULL-LENGTH INTERVIEWS!** Want more? Get exclusive content & behind-the-scenes moments on **[Patreon](https://patreon.com/lauraclery)**! 💎👀 --- 📲 **FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA!** 👇 👉 **TikTok:** [@lauraclery](https://tiktok.com/lauraclery) 🎭💃 👉 **Instagram:** [@lauraclery](https://instagram.com/lauraclery) 📸✨ 👉 **Snapchat:** [Add me](https://www.snapchat.com/add/lauraclery) 👻🤣 👉 **Facebook:** [Laura Clery](https://facebook.com/laura.clery) 👩‍🎤🎭 --- 🛍 **SHOP MY MERCH!** 👕🔥 Get the latest must-have items here ➡️ [LauraClery.lol](https://LauraClery.lol) --- 📩 **CONTACT US!** For business or podcast inquiries, email us at **podcast@lauraclery.lol** 📧📢 --- 💖 **THANK YOU FOR WATCHING & SUPPORTING!** 💖 Drop a **LIKE** 👍, leave a **COMMENT** 💬, and share the **LOVE** ❤️! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

26 Feb 1h 12min

The Amazing Dr. Daniel Amen... ✨ **THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS!** 💐✨ 🔥 **HOLLER** – [Order your personalized shout-out today!](https://holler.baby/lauraclery) 🎤💖 --- 🎬 **SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE LAUGHS!** 🎬 Never miss a hilarious moment! ➡️ [Click here to subscribe](https://bit.ly/2LEwDQL) 🎉 --- 🎙 **WATCH FULL-LENGTH INTERVIEWS!** Want more? Get exclusive content & behind-the-scenes moments on **[Patreon](https://patreon.com/lauraclery)**! 💎👀 --- 📲 **FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA!** 👇 👉 **TikTok:** [@lauraclery](https://tiktok.com/lauraclery) 🎭💃 👉 **Instagram:** [@lauraclery](https://instagram.com/lauraclery) 📸✨ 👉 **Snapchat:** [Add me](https://www.snapchat.com/add/lauraclery) 👻🤣 👉 **Facebook:** [Laura Clery](https://facebook.com/laura.clery) 👩‍🎤🎭 --- 🛍 **SHOP MY MERCH!** 👕🔥 Get the latest must-have items here ➡️ [LauraClery.lol](https://LauraClery.lol) --- 📩 **CONTACT US!** For business or podcast inquiries, email us at **podcast@lauraclery.lol** 📧📢 --- 💖 **THANK YOU FOR WATCHING & SUPPORTING!** 💖 Drop a **LIKE** 👍, leave a **COMMENT** 💬, and share the **LOVE** ❤️! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

19 Feb 1h 21min

Helen Horbath is BACK?! 🤯 Plus, Patti Stanger, Co-Parenting & Pamela’s Valentine's Day Workout! Welcome to Idiot with Laura Clery! 🎉 Get ready for chaos, comedy, and unfiltered truth. 😱 Helen Horbath RETURNS – After 5 years MIA… where has she been?! And why is she still like this?! 😂 👩‍🏫 Pamela Pupkin x Patti Stanger – Million Dollar Matchmaker spills dating secrets. Will Pamela survive the truth? 💰👀 👨‍👩‍👦‍👦 Co-Parenting Unfiltered – Laura & ex-husband Stephen get real about raising their son—no sugarcoating. 💃🔥 Pamela’s Valentine’s Day Workout – Choreographed by Janelle Ginestra, this routine is spicy, sassy, and totally ridiculous. Subscribe, listen, and let the madness begin! 🎧🎭 ✨ **THANK YOU TO OUR SPONSORS!** 💐✨ 🔥 **HOLLER** – [Order your personalized shout-out today!](https://holler.baby/lauraclery) 🎤💖 --- 🎬 **SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE LAUGHS!** 🎬 Never miss a hilarious moment! ➡️ [Click here to subscribe](https://bit.ly/2LEwDQL) 🎉 --- 🎙 **WATCH FULL-LENGTH INTERVIEWS!** Want more? Get exclusive content & behind-the-scenes moments on **[Patreon](https://patreon.com/lauraclery)**! 💎👀 --- 📲 **FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA!** 👇 👉 **TikTok:** [@lauraclery](https://tiktok.com/lauraclery) 🎭💃 👉 **Instagram:** [@lauraclery](https://instagram.com/lauraclery) 📸✨ 👉 **Snapchat:** [Add me](https://www.snapchat.com/add/lauraclery) 👻🤣 👉 **Facebook:** [Laura Clery](https://facebook.com/laura.clery) 👩‍🎤🎭 --- 🛍 **SHOP MY MERCH!** 👕🔥 Get the latest must-have items here ➡️ [LauraClery.lol](https://LauraClery.lol) --- 📩 **CONTACT US!** For business or podcast inquiries, email us at **podcast@lauraclery.lol** 📧📢 --- 💖 **THANK YOU FOR WATCHING & SUPPORTING!** 💖 Drop a **LIKE** 👍, leave a **COMMENT** 💬, and share the **LOVE** ❤️! Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

12 Feb 1h 9min

Alone Forever ep158 Finding Laura Clery:  Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots  TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery  Instagram: @lauraclery  Episode Breakdown:   -00:18 I’ve got nothing   -00:45 Been up since 3:30 AM   -01:00 Sleep is very important   -01:40 Instead of “I have to” say “I get to”   -02:36 Talk about nothing   -02:40 Swear men for the rest of my life   -03:05 I’m not good at being a girlfriend   -03:08 I’m not good in romantic relationship   -03:49 Trying to keep this new relationship private   -04:32 It’s exhausting and frustrating   -05:11 Romantic relationship is all consuming   -05:45 I feel scarred   -06:11 Vibrator   -06:38 I feel very discourage   -06:51 I don’t know how romantic relationship looks like   -07:49 My therapist is teaching me about interdependence   -08:05 I am my source and my partner is a supplement   -08:38 My life is unmanageable   -09:10 I’m beating myself up -09:47 I’ve been very critical as a mom and a parent   -09:58 I should be a better mom, partner and artist   -10:40 I’m 11 days late for my period   -11:25 Shush yourself   -12:13 All of this is fear and selfishness   -13:45 I start donating to a non-profit organization   -14:27 What can I give today rather than what can I get   -15:28 How to deal with a family member with Dementia   -20:59 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

5 Juli 202423min

Finding Laura Clery:  Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots  TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery  Instagram: @lauraclery      Episode Breakdown:   -00:09 I designed my life in a rush   -00:36 What’s your relationship like with your mom?   -01:11 A Lot of kids in one house   -02:15 My dad has dementia   -03:11 Incredible to connect with Family   -03:36 I wrestle with aging   -03:56 Los angeles where people hate aging   -05:36 Injecting snake venom on my face   -06:36 Aging is privilege   -07:01 Men and women fear aging   -07:26 My sisters embraced aging   -09:10 I’m the youngest, I must stay young   -09:44 What are your thoughts about aging   -11:02 Just peel my skin off   -11:50 You follow me because I’m a clown   -14:53 My dad seems really at peace   -16:44 I’m proud of my sisters   -17:32 My mom turned 72   -20:20 My dad forget my moms birthday   -22:03 Stomach bug   -22:50 My dad think we are starving him to death   -24:58 I need my moms help with my divorce   -25: 55 I’m the worst daughter   -26:28 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

27 Juni 202428min

Deep breaths, Laura. How bad could this be? Answer.....listen to find out !  Finding Laura Clery:  Read/Listen: Idiot & Idiots  TikTok & Youtube & Facebook: @Laura Clery  Instagram: @lauraclery  Episode Breakdown:   -00:30 Ex Communicated -01:00 He broke his foot -01:46 He liked the attention he was getting -02:48 If he saw something that makes him angry he don’t watch it anymore -03:30 How he broke his foot -04:50 We went to urgent care -05:55 Dancer’s fracture -08:33 I made the first move -9:50 I dropped the scarf -10:55 If the woman is chasing the man, it never really works -11:10 All the women that chase him, it didn’t work out for them -11:27 Women is wired to one person -11:51 Women shared the cycle if they’re in close proximity on s consistent basis -12:04 Childbirth back in a day is very dangerous -13:56 We get along together now that we are divorced -14:20 I changed a lot -15:06 Poppy is amazing -17:14 I mentioned divorce when we got in this one fight -19:56 Coming on the verge of losing the family really made him realize how important it is -20:43 We were terrible at fighting -21:19 Some autistic people shut down -22:34 Learned behavior -23:14 Stephen didn’t want friends -23:32 He was labeled as a bad kid -24:33 Alfie and Poppy have developed the most amazing bond -28:14 Alfie is brilliant in his own way -29:55 There were times in our marriage where I feel secure -30:20 He didn’t get a way of anything because of my intuition -30:42 He was on drug -31:50 I did have a habit of snooping -32:44 I hate people pick sides -35:06 Porn stuff bothered me -39:53 He is not with anyone now and trying to stay that way -40:01 He wants to focus on work and his kids -47:16 He didn’t know how to meet a woman -49:52 There’s no podcast out there with divorced people -55:23 Make sure to follow and leave a comment with your questions Learn more about your ad choices. Visit podcastchoices.com/adchoices

20 Juni 202453min