Ayahuasca and the Collapse of the False Self: Five Ways Your Identity “Breaks” Free
You drink ayahuasca and suddenly you feel a collapse of your own self. The life you have built — studies, work, relationships, identity — cannot hold the person you are becoming.You touch your life’s ...
31 Jan 43min
When Ayahuasca Reveals Pain That Is Not Yours: The Ancestral Healing Vortex
What if the pain you are trying to heal is not yours to carry?Imagine drinking ayahuasca for your own healing and suddenly finding yourself face to face with your father’s shame, your grandmother’s un...
24 Jan 48min
Your Service After Ayahuasca: From Healing to Holding Space
Feeling the call to be of service? This episode is for you.If you have done a few ayahuasca retreats, you know the shift. You entered the medicine path for your own healing, and somewhere along the wa...
12 Jan 43min
Too Much Light: Integration Through the Lens of Kabbalah
What happens when you drink and touch real light, but you don’t integrate it? The vessel cracks. The current keeps coming, and what could have become wisdom turns into overload, inflation, chaos, or c...
12 Jan 58min
Where Are You Losing Your Feathers? Inner Child Integration and Restoring Inner Power
Inner child integration is a practical return to inner power, self-trust, and coherence.In this episode, I share a medicine dream from my fiancé during the COVID period. In the dream he is a child wit...
12 Jan 41min
Integrating Your True Gifts After Ayahuasca: The Golden Shadow
Most people don't fail at transformation. They stall at expression.(Preparation is integration. Download the free 12 Dimensions of Wholeness Self-Enquiry Form:https://ayahuascaintegration.org/12-dim...
11 Jan 57min
What Happens After Ayahuasca? When Healing Turns Into Service
Many people come to ayahuasca to receive medicine for their own healing.Fewer are prepared for being called to serve. Because what happens when the medicine is no longer something you only drink in ce...
4 Jan 14min
Your First Home Was the Heart: A Guided Meditation for Ayahuasca Healing & Integration
Your first home was the heart.Before language. Before identity. Before effort.This guided meditation takes you inward, through the layers of the heart, into the rhythm that existed before memory. You ...
24 Dec 202526min
