Jul 17, 2020 | The Secret Wedding of Lyman and Charlene Smith
So many things get lost over the years. Photos, trinkets, things that help us remember. But for the most part, I remember the prologue to my dad and Charlene's wedding. I sometimes wonder why there's ...
18 Juli 202026min
Jul 15, 2020 | How to Prepare a Victim Impact Statement
NOTE: the speed is fast on this recording and I have no idea why. My apologies! Turns out, this is a little more complicated than I thought. Also, being part of this ginormous case means things that s...
16 Juli 202041min
July 8, 2020 | HBO Refuses to Remove Bogus Holes' Theory
My apologies up front, this is a very raw video. I thought long and hard about it, but after talking with my new therapist, I know they only thing that ever helps me is the truth. And while I share my...
9 Juli 202032min
July 6, 2020 | Letting Go During Our Lunar Renewal Ceremony
One week after DeAngelo, the convicted Golden State Killer, (feels so nice to say that), entered his plea, I needed a way to let Charlene and my dad go. The full moon is a powerful source of renewal, ...
7 Juli 202032min
June 30, 2020 | Now | Convicted! Post-conviction Zoom Discussion
Joseph DeAngelo, the horrendous, sadistic, brutal Golden State Killer, is convicted. I still kind of can't believe it. We did a Zoom meeting to talk about what everyone experienced and I share some "b...
2 Juli 20202h
Jun 27, 2020 | Now | Like a Phoenix Rising (Two Days Before Court)
It is possible for one's brain to simply say "enough". That was me yesterday. After a nice evening with Kris and Gay just prepping for today (gathering of victims and some new faces) and Monday, court...
27 Juni 202031min
Jun 25, 2020 | Now | Four Days Before the Big Day
I promised to share "how it feels" and it's not pleasant. There's too much going on and that's tough. I knew it would get rough but I underestimated how rough. I'm heading out to see Victim 1 who had ...
25 Juni 202018min
June 15, 2020 | Zoom Live: Recording from Today's Discussion
This was amazing. Thank you to all who came. When I squeal at the beginning, that's totally legit as I could see every sweet smiling face and so many names I recognized. While anything could happen by...
16 Juni 20201h 4min
