
Episode 51: Red Starbursts
"Dreams are messages from the deep" - Dune This week I break down a dream that I had of my dad yelling at me while eating a red starburst and what it means for me in my waking life. I also go into de...
7 Maj 202250min

Episode 50: The 8 Fold Path/ The Corn Pollen Path
Today's episode I open up about my personal experience with "The Buddha" and share how the 8 fold path is almost identical to the "Corn Pollen Path" or the "Red Road" I was asked to teach about the t...
8 Apr 20221h 6min

Episode 49: Out of Hell & Up into the SUN
In this week's podcast, I talk about how to get out of your own personal hell. I share about my solar plexus experience and how I got here, what it means, and the passing of my old friend & teacher. ...
3 Apr 20221h 4min

Episode 48: Family & The Umbrella Buddha
In this week's episode, I talk about the lessons I learned while taking a road trip with my family, the Jordan Peterson lecture I went to, me finding a Buddha statue and what that means for me and I a...
21 Mars 202250min

Episode 47: Batman Needs Ayahuasca & Y'all Got Intimacy issues
Man o man!! caught fire on this one. I think this is one of the most vulnerable episodes I've ever recorded. Tops include; worst batman my Ayahuasca internship "If I die" and how I use that to navig...
11 Mars 20221h 13min

Episode 46: The Spider Called
First Episode of 2022...I been SLAAAACKIN!! but today the spider called and brought me back. I talked about whats been happening, my ketamine sessions, my creostoe diet and this new evolution that is...
7 Mars 202252min

Episode 45: Wrestling With Resentment
In this week's episode, I talk about some of the lessons learned watching the new Spider-Man & Matrix, some thoughts after listening to one of Jordan Petersons most recent podcasts, Christianity, Rese...
27 Dec 202154min

Episode 44: The Palo Santo Diet Is Closed, I MADE IT!
HOLY MOLY after 8 months...my diet is officially closed. I talk about what I learned, my 4th vision quest, my braids, and much more. ENJOY!! optimalaz.com @optfitness
20 Dec 20211h



















