
169: What if you were an Adult Baby Diaper Lover?
“I would do everything I could that had to happen to engage with this object that I needed to do and then I would bury it….And I had to realize at a certain point that it was just not going to work.”P...
24 Nov 202039min

168: What if you believed you were Jesus Christ?
“It’s like you’ve lost yourself completely, and you’re basically left in a million different pieces.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A woman self-medicating for anxiety and depression spiral...
17 Nov 202055min

167: What if you had a fetish for disgust?
“Once I was able to be in control of what I decide is disgusting instead of having that placed on me, that’s what helped me become friends with the feeling.”Producer: Whit Missildine , Andrew WaitsEpi...
10 Nov 202036min

166: What if you didn't have any fear?
“The mind almost has to find a way to prove that it’s not real. This cannot be happening.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After visiting a psychiatrist for mild anxiety, a young man embarks ...
3 Nov 202056min

165: What if you were a blind dominatrix?
“In these spaces I, as a vulnerable person, am suddenly given the gift of somebody else’s vulnerability.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: Growing up blind and isolated from her peers in a str...
27 Okt 202038min

164: What if a shocking accusation devastated your family?
“It’s truly such an indescribable feeling…kind of like the walls are closing in on you, like reality is just collapsing.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After a teenage girl begins dating he...
20 Okt 202053min

Introducing This is Actually Happening
The uncanny, extraordinary, true stories of events that have dramatically altered the lives of ordinary people; a son is shot by his own father, a woman's sister develops multiple personalities, a man...
17 Okt 20201min

163: What if you grew up in a violent gang?
“Any sense of identity no matter how fake was better than no sense of identity, yet if I don’t have a sense of identity, then who am I as a person?”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After trag...
6 Okt 202051min



















