
162: What if you grew up in a cult?
“I didn’t know what normal was, so everything looked so scary….Everything I was doing I was learning for the time it was like my birth into the world.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A woman...
22 Sep 202059min

161: What if you suffered a shocking loss?
“That feeling…honestly I will never forget it, just your heart dropping into your stomach…it’s unreal.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: After growing up in an abusive household, a man confron...
8 Sep 202045min

Happenings Vol. 1: No Man's Land
Today we launch a new series of bonus content called “Happenings” with three stories of people facing their deepest fears in the unforgiving wilderness of the natural world.Part 1: What if the desert ...
1 Sep 20201h 14min

160: What if you were assaulted by a stranger in the dark?
“Right in the center of your body there’s this lead heavy ball, and inside of it is an immediate understanding of evil.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A woman walking to work in the early m...
25 Aug 202043min

159: What if someone you love committed a monstrous crime?
“I could live with the nightmares. I could live with the panic attacks. But the thing that was tearing me apart was questioning if everything I know in my life was real at all.”Producer: Whit Missildi...
11 Aug 202019s

158: What if you entered The Void?
“You try to take off your skin to try to get rid of this voice, and it goes all the way down to the bone.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A man suffering the deep generational traumas of pov...
28 Juli 20201h 7min

157: What if you couldn't tell anyone?
“The idea that they had plucked me from this terrible life…and it was all going to be sunflowers and rainbows and shit…I just view that as a fantasy.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Summary: A young ...
16 Juni 202051min

156: What if you swallowed 48 bags of cocaine?
“I had to go through having taken everything away from me to come to the conclusion that … you’ll come back a person that’s wiser and a more full, satisfied human.”Producer: Whit MissildineEpisode Sum...
2 Juni 202045min



















