Letter #2 To Myself: What I Wrote To My Unborn Self

In this episode, I share a deeply personal letter I wrote to myself as if I were in heaven before being born, preparing my soul for the life, trials, and persecution I would experience on earth.

Born into the last days prophesied by holy prophets, I fell for the lies of the enemy at a young age. Introduced to explicit content at 13, I spent years lost in addiction, same-sex attraction, and chasing the temporary pleasures of the world. I found myself standing at the gates of hell—depressed, suicidal, and trapped in darkness. But at the bottom of that pit, I surrendered my life to Jesus Christ and allowed His grace to set me completely free.

In this letter, I address the public persecution, mocking, and ridicule I would face for stepping into my calling to share my testimony online. I detail the lies the devil tries to place in my head—that I should feel embarrassed or that sharing my darkest parts will ruin my future.

I also share the powerful download I received from the Holy Spirit after posting about my sexuality for the first time: how Jesus hung on the cross, mocked by the world, endured the pain for the "one person" who would be saved. Six months later, I share real messages from men and women whose lives have been completely transformed through this exact ministry.

What you’ll hear:

The pre-mortal perspective: Writing a letter to prepare myself for earthly trials.

Falling for the lie that pleasure brings happiness, and ending up at the gates of hell.

Overcoming the enemy's lies designed to make you feel embarrassed by your testimony.

The vision of Jesus on the cross: Why standing for truth is always for "the one".

Real testimonials from clients who have overcome addictions to sex, porn, and men.

Standing boldly, authentically, and unapologetically for Jesus Christ in the last days.

If this message spoke to your heart, consider this channel a safe haven for your journey. We are here to bring you the hope, restoration, and real-life tools found only in Jesus Christ.