How OCD Took Over J Aubrey’s Creative Process
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How OCD Took Over J Aubrey’s Creative Process

J Aubrey built a big following on YouTube for his deep-dive documentaries — but behind the scenes, his creative process was being hijacked by OCD. What looked like perfectionism to his viewers was actually hours of re-recording lines, re-editing scenes, and chasing a feeling that something finally “felt right.” The same mind that made him meticulous as a storyteller was also trapping him in endless cycles of anxiety and self-doubt.


In this interview, J Aubrey opens up about how OCD nearly took away the thing he loved most — creating. He shares how therapy helped him break the compulsive patterns that controlled his work, what recovery really looks like, and how he’s learning to create with freedom again.


J Aubrey credits Exposure and Response Prevention therapy for helping manage his OCD. If you want to explore your treatment options? Book a free 15-minute call with us at https://learn.nocd.com/YT


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