To channel the lotus you will walk through fire - part 3
The emotional momentum of creating music and why that drove a false sense of identity. Reconciling the past and deconstructing my attachments through buddhism in a moment of bitterness.
20 Loka 202041min
To channel the lotus you will walk through fire - part 2
The end of my first band and learning to play an instrument to survive. Getting the news of my step fathers illness and the transformation through his death. The spark of Channel The Lotus( my last ba...
13 Loka 202035min
To channel the lotus you will walk through fire - part 1
I explore the beginnings of my infatuation with music and the protective roll it played through a turbulent childhood. Exploring life and identity through the lens of music set up the beginnings of a ...
6 Loka 202036min
No Stone Unturned: Ketamine infusions and NMDA receptors.
Describing the No Stone Unterned sub series of the podcast.Our experience with New England Ketamine and how it's the first therapy to crack the wall of my wife's chronic pain. An explanation of the pr...
29 Syys 202041min
Hypocrisy in the anti hierarchy frame of mind
The question about why the public cant utilize the hydroxychloroquine protocal and how any rebuttal is derived from tribal associations. The lack of questioning the hierarchy of healthcare and its dom...
22 Syys 202037min
Waiting for the marshmallow protects you from street fights
How a childs book took me back to how I could have better avoided a real bad scenario. Learning that patience through constant disappointment aids in staying levelheaded and avoiding getting your teet...
15 Syys 202036min
Ascension out of the forest upon the glitch of existence
A description of transformative events and how coming out of the psychedelic closet is paramount in honoring yourself as well as the community that deserve this medicine.
8 Syys 202039min
Stride into the cave of catastrophe and outthink the beast
Learning to cultivate the tools that combat the moments of catastrophizing. Understanding that these negative projections may be from my tendency to codependency.
1 Syys 202036min
