pt3: squish squash brick wall

pt3: squish squash brick wall

In which I talk about how I only started to feel better when I realized how my pink hoping strategies were interfering with me understanding that being on the mobility scooter today or trying to get into the hyperbaric chamber we're paying impossibilities that were just going to make me worse. The kind of long-term pain especially the fibromyalgia colliding with the dyslexia and the architectural pain which creates a special kind of hell. And add to that the new motor on my scooter creating a high-pitched war which collides with the sound sensitivity portion of ME and fibro. And on top of that because of forces outside of his control haven't been able to see my physio for almost 6 weeks. And I haven't had this extent of pain nausea and pain nightmares since the COVID lockdown. now that of course got way worse because it was months. But even being three to four weeks late for physio means i have quite the cacophony of pain, amplified exhaustion, and loss of emotional resiliency

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Energy Overdrawn

Energy Overdrawn

episode done at a hospital treatment. kind of a recording in the wild lol Links I mentioned Petition https://bit.ly/Marcia_petitionCanary opted December 19th 2025 https://www.thecanary.co/opinion/2025...

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Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

Jan 1, 2 AM, 2026

photo is of first blossoms that I saw yesterday! That usually lifts my spirits Because I love spring. But it's the wee hours in the morning where pensive and melancholy seem to be emotions that I'm ex...

1 Jan 17min

pt 2 my op-ed Canary UK

pt 2 my op-ed Canary UK

My op-ed is out! https://www.thecanary.co/opinion/2025/12/19/me-void/ (Linkbio)If you could share the op-ed everywhere you can that would be amazing. Posts I've made for easy sharing Insta https://www...

20 Des 20252min

My CanaryUK op-ed is out

My CanaryUK op-ed is out

My op-ed is out! https://www.thecanary.co/opinion/2025/12/19/me-void/ (Linkbio)If you could share the op-ed everywhere you can that would be amazing. Posts I've made for easy sharing Insta https://www...

19 Des 20252min

Merry Merry

Merry Merry

where I talk about pushing my energy envelope so that I can have some good experiences in the face of all the hardship I'm going through. yeah it's making my pain and exhaustion dramatically worse but...

18 Des 202514min

The Fine Art Of Distraction

The Fine Art Of Distraction

where I talk about The fine art of distraction, a particularly bad episode of pain, the perils of not having housekeeping supports, fear around running out of the GoFundMe money that I use for treatme...

17 Des 202510min

Sinterklaas

Sinterklaas

where I talk about an op-ed I'm in the final edit stages (Yes I'll post it the minute it's up in a new episode) And I talk about Sinterklaas, celebration of the name day of St Nicholas, December 6th. ...

5 Des 202546min

preparation is the better part of valor

preparation is the better part of valor

to borrow part of a quote and replace discretion with preparation, hence preparation is the better part of valor when it comes to myalgic encephalomyelitis deterioration. So today I talk about some of...

1 Des 202524min

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