8. Unreality pt 1: The beginning

8. Unreality pt 1: The beginning

In my mid 20s, I started to experience something I came to think of as “unreality.” It was a strange feeling that would overtake me without warning, and make me feel like nothing was real.

Trying to stay sane and navigate life while in the throws of these bouts was… well, quite challenging!

These experiences happened at varying degrees over the span of 3-ish years, as my awareness of myself and what was truly correct for me deepened in ways I did not understand at the time.

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Although it was quite difficult to go through and made me question whether I was quite literally going insane, they are experiences that I now find to be quite valuable because through them, I did learn a lot about myself.

And it may not exactly be a beautiful story, like the one about the night that I understood the universe (that was entry #2 and I highly suggest you go listen to that one, too, because it sort of preceded and paved the way for these experiences with unreality)… they are still stories I like to retell because of the lessons that can be taken from them about the nature of consciousness within us and the connection between our conscious and unconscious selves…

All from my deeply experiential point of view!


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I aim to help you, you beautifully and perfectly imperfect human, to see, express, and embrace all that you are- especially those parts you have previously rejected.


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23. The levels within the psyche

23. The levels within the psyche

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22. What does training cats have to do with human interactions?!

22. What does training cats have to do with human interactions?!

Yep. I'm talking about cats again 🤭😸 They say you can't train a cat, but the truth is... you so can. It's just not the same as with dogs. What does that have anything at all to do with humans and s...

13 Okt 202320min

21. Sensations, Pluto, Musings, Lesson (Another practical look into my shadow work process)

21. Sensations, Pluto, Musings, Lesson (Another practical look into my shadow work process)

I talk about listening to your body all the time, but in this entry, I am giving you a look at how I do this for myself in real-time. I was feeling off when I recorded this voice note and decided to m...

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20. The mind is not the enemy

20. The mind is not the enemy

It seems to me that everywhere I see people talking about spiritual and/or esoteric topics, there is this way of looking at and speaking about the mind as if it is this enemy that is out to get us and...

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19. Thinking about feelings vs FEELING your feelings

19. Thinking about feelings vs FEELING your feelings

Ok. This is one of the most important conversations that we have and it is the foundation of the deeply transformative kind of shadow work that I do and guide others through. Feeling your feelings. I...

21 Sep 202320min

18. Annoyed "rant" on superfluous spiritual practices... just feel your feelings!!

18. Annoyed "rant" on superfluous spiritual practices... just feel your feelings!!

I put rant in quotation marks because this probably barely qualifies as such haha... but it's as rant-y as I get. The thing is, I see so much conversation about different "spiritual" practices... prot...

14 Sep 202315min

17. The shadow side of my need for freedom

17. The shadow side of my need for freedom

In anything in life, there can be a healthy and an unhealthy manifestation... and in my need to give and receive freedom, I have experienced how that shadow, or unhealthy, side can come up. There's r...

7 Sep 202318min

16. Freedom & self-regulation

16. Freedom & self-regulation

What do you value most? And in what ways do you observe these values shaping how you interact with the world and beings around you? I value freedom and the freedom to self-regulate above all else, and...

31 Aug 202318min

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