Episode 9 - I See You in my Dreams.. Only in my Dreams!
TRAUMATIZED17 Jun 2023

Episode 9 - I See You in my Dreams.. Only in my Dreams!

After all the time apart from my past abuser, my Ex Girlfriend.. no longer having to hear her attack me, tell me lies and abuse me and manipulate me, I am seeing it all in my dreams at night! She arrives just like when I lived with her 4 months ago and it looks and feels so real! I try with all I can to fight back, to say what I couldn't say when I was there but the words just don't come and once again am re-traumatized and I am triggered. Just now its in my Subconscious... I haven't seen her since March 1st but that doesn't matter, she now has control of me in my dreams.

When I look at it from a broader perspective it just means there is still work ahead of me... that's ok!

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