
why shadow work is making you worse
You've been doing everything right. Journaling about your triggers. Embracing your darkness. Loving your inner demons. Yet somehow your anxiety is worse, your patterns are stronger, and you're more fr...
14 Aug 202519min

meme magic, hot mess eras, and digital disappearance with aiden arata
If you’ve spent any time on Instagram’s weird, wonderful and niche corners, chances are high that you’ve seen one of Aiden Arata’s memes. Her work moves past the usual surface-level social media irony...
12 Aug 202542min

the death of the people-pleaser: how self-abandonment becomes a survival strategy
This episode is a deep dive into the psychological, spiritual, and mythic roots of people-pleasing and why this pattern exists in the first place. We explore how early childhood conditioning teaches u...
5 Aug 202549min

TDC_21: the secret sauce to awakening? paradox.
There are some episodes that meet you where you are. This is not one of those. This episode is for those standing at the threshold where healing is no longer purely about “symptom relief” and starts b...
2 Aug 202517min

cutting the cord, keeping the thread: how to stop repeating your parents’ coping mechanisms in adult life
Family dynamics shape us long after we’ve left home, but not always in ways we can see. This episode examines what happens when we internalize the unresolved patterns of our caregivers and carry them ...
31 Jul 202525min

why age gap relationships aren’t normal: grooming, power, and emotional maturity
Age-gap relationships have been romanticized, normalized, and quietly accepted across pop culture, media, and even personal memory. But at what cost? In this episode, I take you into the psychological...
29 Jul 20251h 22min

the emotional cost of always being available (why you’re drowning in unread messages)
In a world where the day begins with blinking notifications and ends with unanswered messages, many of us are carrying an invisible weight. This episode examines the psychological and physiological co...
24 Jul 202523min

you can’t domesticate venus: sex, power, and the archetypes running your life with dr. laurence hillman
Psychological astrologer Dr. Laurence Hillman returns to the podcast for a rare, unfiltered conversation on desire, danger, and the archetypal forces that shape our lives beneath the surface. We dive ...
22 Jul 20251h 29min





















